'The loss of education is the loss of the future itself': Palestinian Children and Educators on 24 Months Deprived of School.

'We seek action, not sympathy'.

A young student, 12, a temporary shelter

It has been 24 months since I entered a learning environment. Two years since I heard the school chime at Khawla Bint al-Azwar school, took my seat and answered questions during my preferred subject. Sometimes I still clearly recall the familiar scents and noises: powder from the board, pencil shavings, joyful sounds in corridors. But my learning place was destroyed; it was targeted not long after the hostilities erupted. My books were burned, and companions perished.

I was in elementary level on 7 October: the final day I attended classes. That early hours, warning alarms sounded through the halls. Some students wept, others held hands tightly. Our teacher tried to calm us, but even her voice trembled. I remember wishing for a normal day; instruction, intermission, a literary performance. Instead, that day signaled the conclusion of my former reality.

Conflict has stolen countless things. But the toughest sacrifice of all is education, because that is the loss of the future itself.

Now I reside with my guardians, male relatives and female sibling in a packed refuge in this coastal area. The shelter coverings sway with breezes, failing to insulate. We wait in line for nourishment and hydration. Power is imaginary and privacy doesn’t exist. Optimism seems delicate.

At darkness, I look up at the night lights through the openings of my shelter and ponder if my friends see the comparable vista. Some message me when they can, expressing they long for education and have kept their old notebooks; like relics of a vanished time. I feel remorseful because I’ve forfeited all of mine.

I once envisioned entering the education field to help local youth study, even when life was hard. Now I hope for being a journalist – to compose, to speak and to show the world what it means to be a minor in this region. I want to tell our stories of apprehension and need, but also courage. Because even in this place, amid loss and destruction, our words continue.

When connectivity is available, I endeavor to educate myself online. Sometimes, I attend a small tent where helpers educate us mathematics and language. The lessons are short – the energy supply stops or the airstrikes begin again but in such times, I sense being. I recollect who I was: the girl who cherished arithmetic and verse, who thought learning could change the world.

Conflict has claimed innumerable things; our residences, educational institutions and kin. I mourned my uncle, his partner, and their children. I forfeited my beautiful city, that southern city, which is nothing but rubble now. But the most painful deprivation of all is education, because it represents the forfeiture of tomorrow.

To the international community, I state this: don’t let our dreams die. We seek no sympathy, we require steps. Gaza’s children are entitled to books, educational facilities and safety. Learning is not a luxury, it is a basic right. The territory is not merely devastation; it is children who still dream amid unmanned aircraft at night. It is my story and I will keep drafting, even if all I have left is a fractured utensil and a piece of torn paper.

'They message: "are you OK, teacher?"'.

An educator, forty, teacher in al-Bureij camp

I have been teaching in the region for a substantial period. First in that urban area, then in Deir al-Balah, and now in the central camp in the heart of the region. Before the war started, I typically educated six classes of about fourty pupils per class, hundreds of eager students enthusiastic about knowledge.

Instructing them was my purpose and joy in life, and I still remember the gleam in a student’s eyes when a concept was understood; the type of instance every educator cherishes.

I always thought learning should be full of life. My teaching space was a area of amusement, creativity, and activity. We painted maps, acted out historical events, and converted teaching into tales.

Merriment always filled the room as inquisitiveness substituted apprehension. Certainly, even before the war, local youth were always frightened. My classroom was a secure location but after the seventh, the situation transformed.

My learning center became a refuge for households running from the bombs. Soon, it was targeted and entirely ruined. There are almost no educational facilities remaining intact in the region now. For two years, all has been unusual. The conflict has broken every facet of our lives: protection, residences, schools, hopes. Apprehension and mourning are perpetual experiences.

Many of my pupils are now deceased – youth who spoke of aspiring to be medical professionals, painters, and educators. They were deprived even the entitlement to survival. Those who survive live with malnutrition, eviction and fatigue – and however, they still cling to the will to learn.

Sometimes, when the online access enables, I receive messages from a few of them. They contact questioning: “Are you safe, instructor?” We communicate short messages, miniature instruction, minor flashes of contact amid the turmoil. They ask if things will ever return to usual. I inform them I don’t know.

All over Gaza, instructors, helpers and non-profits endeavor education in all available spaces: in shelters, damaged classrooms, or crowded shelters. Learning has become an gesture of resistance, a way to declare: “Our presence continues.” And as long as we keep acquiring knowledge, we will endure.

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